Change


Okay, so I've been challenged to change my way of thinking. My way of dealing with life in general, not only the bad times but also the good times. I ride this emotional roller coaster constantly, I generally am at the peak of the roller coaster or clear at the bottom, after you lose your breath coming down faster then ever! I had a discussion last night that I when I do this, when I lose all hope and give up, I lose my Faith. Well, I never even thought about it that way. But, basically, I'm not putting my trust in God that I will be pulled out of these situations, that He's still standing by me, that He has my best interest at heart. 

This week, I'm happy to say, I only had one really bad day. But, I could have handled it so much better then I did. I absolutely, have to change how I look at everything. I have to put my "trust in the Lord." That should be enough! 

The definition of change: Something made different. 

2 Corinthians 5:17 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come. The old has gone, the new is here. 

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