A new day

Okay, so last night, like normal, I pretty much slept like crap. Every time that I woke I thought about conversations I've had over these past two weeks, about all the feelings that are associated with those conversations. When I woke up this morning I made the decision to not let any of that affect my day today! It's a new day! I'm going to try my hardest to not dwell on the heartbreak of everything that I've been through. Quoting my friend, "It's my choice!" Today, I will make it my choice. This is going to be one of the hardest tasks I've done. I know that I will probably have to fight the devil away at every turn. But today, every time I feel it happening, I am going to Stop & Pray! Every time!

One day at a time.............

                Matthew 6:33-34 But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will                 be given to you as well. (34) Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will                       worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.  NIV

It helps that I'm listening to my youngest giggle as he's trying to hide from me....................... my focus has got to change!

If you need prayers to make it through the day, leave a comment, and I'll pray for you!

Thank you God for waking me up today!

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